I was trying to keep it all peaceful. but fuck that. im tired of being the nice guy. just to treated like the bad guy. its always me. ME ME ME ! im so done with that. its always about what ive done or what i didnt do, its never what was done to me. never what was said to me. its only the other way around. fuck it yo. 2025. its fuck everyone. im done being the "im sorry guy". forget all the trying to see it from the other side. fuck the other side. no one cares about what im saying , feeling, or thinking until i let it be known that its different than what they thought. curse me for being different than. im done like everyone else so i might as well be like them too right? nah. i see what happen to them. i see where they are. Why would i do that to myself. lol. silly rabbit. i wouldnt. but i promise in 2025 if you didnt hate me already you will soon. and im going to use this platform to say what ever the hell id like. it all will criticized anyway. im done saying sorry. i really dont care to be forgiven. See you in Hell!

There's nothing behind me to look back at. im not looking for proof on what i already know. thats crazy talk. and the woman i love dont like it when i talk crazy. she lacks comprehension. she may not know what you meant, but she know what you said. she told me my words are powerful. and i love to hear her say " i love you".  and i love her too. hopefully 2025 brings us what we want.